At least according to this


[ ] smoked
[x] consumed alcohol
[x] slept in the same bed with someone of the opposite sex
[x] slept in the same bed with someone of the same sex
[x] kissed someone of the same sex [both were accidental OTL]
[ ] had sex
[x] had someone in your room other than family
[x] watched porn
[x] bought porn
[ ] tried drugs

TOTAL: 7

[x] taken painkillers
[ ] taken someone else's prescription medicine
[x] lied to your parents
[x] lied to a friend [every time you tell them you're okay when you aren't, you're lying.]
[x] snuck out of the house
[ ] done something illegal
[x] felt hurt
[x] hurt someone
[ ] wished someone to die
[ ] seen someone die

TOTAL:13

[x] missed curfew
[x] stayed out all night
[x] eaten a carton of ice cream by yourself
[x] been to a therapist
[ ] received a ticket
[ ] been to rehab
[ ] dyed your hair
[ ] been in an accident
[ ] been to a club
[x] been to a bar

TOTAL:18

[ ] been to a wild party
[ ] been to a Mardi Gras parade
[ ] drank more than three alcoholic beverages in a night
[ ] had a spring break in Florida
[ ] sniffed anything
[x] wore black nail polish
[x] wore arm bands
[x] wore t-shirts with band names
[x] listened to rap

TOTAL:22

[x] dressed gothic
[x] dressed girly
[x] dressed punk
[ ] dressed grunge
[x] stole something [more than one candy from the waiting room... >_>]
[ ] been too drunk to remember anything
[ ] blacked out
[ ] fainted
[ ] had a crush on a neighbor

TOTAL:26

[x] had a crush on a friend
[x] been to a concert
[x] dry-humped someone
[x] been called a slut
[x] called someone a slut [it was a guy :'D]
[ ] installed speakers in a car
[ ] broken a mirror
[ ] showered at someone of the opposites sex's house
[ ] brushed your teeth with someone else's toothbrush

TOTAL:31

[ ] considered Ludacris your favorite rapper?
[x] seen an R-rated movie
[x] cruised the mall
[x] skipped school [during 8th grade. Went to check out Monterey Bay
[x] had surgery [my wrist]
[x] had an injury [sprained my ankle]
[ ] gone to court
[ ] walked out of a restaurant without paying/tipping?
[x] caught something on fire [my thumb]
[x] lied about your age

TOTAL:37

[ ] owned/rented an apartment/house
[ ] broke the law in the police's presence
[ ] made out with someone who had a GF/BF
[ ] got in trouble with the police
[x] talked to a stranger
[x] hugged a stranger
[ ] kissed a stranger
[ ] rode in the car with a stranger
[x] been harassed
[x] been verbally harassed

TOTAL:41

[x] met face-to-face with someone you met online
[x] stayed online for 5+ hours straight
[ ] talked on the phone for more than 4 hours straight
[x] watched TV for 5 hours straight
[x] been to a fair
[ ] been called a bad influence
[ ] drank and drove
[x] prank-called someone
[x] laid on a couch with someone of the opposite sex
[x] cheated on a test
TOTAL:49

If you have 00-10 ... write [I'm a goody-goody]
If you have 11-20 ... write [I'm still a goody-goody]
If you have 21-30 ... write [I'm average]
If you have 31-40 ... write [I'm a bad kid]
If you have 41-50 ... write [I'm a very bad influence]
If you have 51-60 ... write [I'm a horrible person]
If you have 61-70 ... write [I should be in jail]
If you have 71-80 ... write [I should be dead]
If you have 81-90 ... write [I got a ticket to Hell]

EDIT:
GOOD NEWS GUYS!! IT'S GONE!!!! 8'DDDDD



Ultrasound tomorrow
Nervous as fuck...
So cross your fingers
&& wish me good luck

Holding things in is tiring.
Hiding is hard in classes with an average of 6 to 7 people.

Pour My Heart on Paper

Pour my heart on paper
Hang it up to dry
I guess it's time I end this
Cuz you refuse to try
I wiped away your tears
I fulfilled your every need
And yet you leave me broken
And the colors start to bleed

_{[EDIT: To everyone asking, yes. These are my words and my feelings. This is not a meme. This came from a real person, with feelings and problems. As much as I wish this was all just a poetic idea or something, this... is cruel reality my friends. What I did was my pathetic way of dealing with it. I don't expect you guys to understand. I purposely left it painfully vague. But yes. It's not a chain letter. It's just a girl with high hopes. This is me.]}

Original Entry:
went out and bought two red balloons; one for me and one for you.
I got out my notebook, ripped out a page, wrote down all our problems on it, folded it up, and taped the balloons to it.
Then I went out on my balcony and just...

l e t t h e m g o

And when those two little balloons come back down with all their air gone and the paper is ruined to the point that it can no longer be read... That's ok. Because the only ones that need to know are you, me, and God.

I feel bad sending my problems to God,
but maybe the balloons will make him smile.

Some of you might call me childish, naive, or even stupid.
Some people write their problems down and burn them or tear them apart. This is just my way of getting rid of the paper. And who knows? Maybe someone will be inspired with their own method when they read this. Maybe 96 other balloons will join the ones I sent in the sky.

Laugh at me all you want. It won't matter.

Because when you love someone enough, you'll find that you'll do just about anything to make things right.

I can't even remember my own character's birthday!!
WHAT IS THIS I DON'T EVEN-
Lyax [[link] is now 1 year old... er... nowait, she's now 18 years old... wtf?! She beat me DX!! LOL
But yea... September 17, 2008, Lyax was brought to life at the age of 17. Oddly enough, she was has a new hairstyle, and has dyed her hair :'D
It's funny how characters change when you change... though I don't think that's a good thing.... or maybe it is a good thing because it makes them more realistic? o___O...
I shouldn't think about it too much.
Either way... I'M A BAD CREATOOOOOOR TTATT
Sadly to say, she's also decided that she wants to leave the organization she is currently in: ~Org-Outcasts She is disappoint. They weren't what she was looking for; They weren't strong enough to get her where she was aiming to go, so... she's gonna leave them...
As soon as she's found a group that she believes is one that she can rely on. She's hoping for *org-eternal, and is currently undergoing the rather complicated process of going through a trial D:
4 moar days before she gets her answer... hopefully less... She's nervous because the longer it takes, the longer she has to make her love wait :C

Any-fecking-waaaaays~
Happy Birthday, Lyax... please don't kill me in my sleep >_>
OR MY DREAMS OAO
*shields face*